Something about Cindy's passing lit a fire inside of me to get my living space together. In the days following her death, I really felt like I had to be doing something to keep myself occupied. I didn't feel like being in public or around others, so cleaning seemed like a good option. And then it just snowballed from there. I feel her with me every day. I still don't think I have fully come to terms with her death, but I can definitely say that I am doing better. When I think of her, I find myself smiling rather than crying. And I think that is a good thing.
I had coffee at Stumptown with Julia this morning. It's always such a delight to have coffee dates with her! It's something I wish we did more often. I think we'll aim for once every 3-4 weeks. Hopefully we can stick to that!
We are going to have lots of house guests in the next couple of months! First will be Melissa (a lovely yogini from Texas whom I met in Hood River at the MBF Conference), then Keith's mom, then Adam, and then hopefully Sarah. Adam and Sarah will overlap by a day (possibly two). After that, I will be preparing for my twelve day stay in Richmond!
I only sat down to take a quick break from cleaning, so I think I am done now. I have been up since 5 this morning (teaching yoga, having coffee and cleaning) and I am quickly losing steam! Gotta keep up that energy for 7:30 vinyasa!
xoxo-
T
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